Nevertheless we have been married for 10 years and I hope we will until death do us part.
For a few years I forgot all about my degenerate desires and dedicated myself to my wife and family.
It seems that I was not very tactful for she became very hurt and cried her eyes out.
She simply though that I did not love her any more and that my suggesting was a trick for me either to dump her or to be free to fuck other women.
Some times, during our love making I would conjure these thoughts and come in a matter of seconds.
At the beginning I did not say anything to her, but after a few years I brought the subject.
Lucia (not her real name, of course), made me wait almost six month before she allowed me to have full sex with her.