I'm autistic, ex-bipolar, and attracted to other guys (gay/SSA/whatever). It's exacerbated by the fact that I don't really have any plans for this weekend - no one who I'm really interested in going Black Friday shopping with (since I'd only go for the social aspect), no people to really hang out with in the first place.
More importantly, I'm a son of God and faithful member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (Mormons). I don't have a girl friend, or a best friend, or anyone who really watches out for me and can see the signs.
Who you want to find: A one-night stand who supplies the Dom Perignon and cashmere blankets.
Who you actually find: A one-night stand who is already bored with you.
The other night, over dinner with friends, we got to talking about dating in the LDS world.